But then again, I am so thankful that they are only hitting me now instead of in the last 7 months when I needed to be able to function at 100% for my girl. Considering all the stress and sleepless nights, my head should have been much worse. God is good. For it to hurt now doesn’t matter so much, because it’s so easy to just relax with Kati. She’s addicted to cuddling these days, which I absolutely love! Life has certainly become more simple, and again, I am thankful.
As for my heart, I miss my girl bad. All this “back to school” commotion has been much more difficult than I anticipated. If this is this difficult, I can only imagine what the holidays will be like. I know she is in a better place, and again, for that I am thankful. But our home is just so different now without her. Adjusting is hard…. excruciating even. However, we do have much to look forward to ourselves - football games, getting plugged back in at church with familiar and new ministries, another camping trip before the summer is over, Kati starting preschool, Kati celebrating her 4th birthday... this list goes on. God is faithful. I hold tight to His truth.
I never did figure out a way on blogspot to have email notifications be available to you. I think there is something you can download, but I wasn’t able to get it working myself. So I am considering doing my own updates, simply by creating an email list. I’m assuming that this will work fine as long as I don’t end up with too many addresses (and therefore appearing as a “spammer”). If you are interested in being on my list, please email me at firstname.lastname@example.org with “BLOG NOTIFY” in the subject line.
We have a pretty busy week ahead of us, but I will try and have it up and running asap.
I hope and pray that you all are doing well. Thank you for your love, prayers and support.
Unless the LORD had been my help,
Psalm 94:17-19 NKJV